4.26.2005

blabberin on a tuesday afternoon

Maybe it was the weather today but it was easy to stay delirious and still feel alive. Surviving through the blue skies and bright sun and a light breeze isn't that hard no matter what kind of mood you're in. Lack of sleep isn't frightening anymore; I've finally figured out to stand up to insomnia and look it straight in the eye, unwavering. It's the greenery that makes these days flow like a ride in a cadillac. Just riding around waiting for the next adventure, for the next person to walk into my life and make me laugh like I've been laughing all day.
It's the most beautiful time of year here in Central Texas. We could take this weather and compete with California for "the place to be" when it comes to pleasant sunshine.
These positive feelings might be a start on the road to satisfaction with life as I now know it. Perhaps my method of expression is slightly confusing. Perhaps I'm cramming too many words and meanings into each fragile sentence and fragment.

Pause.
Take a breath or two.

When you are reminded of how many lives are being lived right now; how many different experiences we've had and will have as the human race, you can't help but be amazed. Every time I meet someone and walk away from that moment with a true understanding of what that person is all about, I bask in that knowledge and just grin. Understanding what a person is really like at their core is like looking directly into that person's soul. How is that not an incredibly amazing task to accomplish?
All this in one random day that has slowly become upwards of two days.

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